I cried on the way home last night for all I'm not and all I am and all I want to be. It was really silly, because I don't have big problems like cancer or surgery or death, but all the little things can be overwhelming too. I was listening to the acoustic cover of Hey ya and I just kept picturing this dance I wanted to do...but I don't feel adventurous enough or brave enough to do it anywhere and this brought on sobs. I wanted to scream but couldn't do that either which brought on more sobs. Don't ask me what's wrong with me...I wouldn't know where to start.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
You really think you're in control?
I cried on the way home last night for all I'm not and all I am and all I want to be. It was really silly, because I don't have big problems like cancer or surgery or death, but all the little things can be overwhelming too. I was listening to the acoustic cover of Hey ya and I just kept picturing this dance I wanted to do...but I don't feel adventurous enough or brave enough to do it anywhere and this brought on sobs. I wanted to scream but couldn't do that either which brought on more sobs. Don't ask me what's wrong with me...I wouldn't know where to start.
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the hardest battles we fight come from within. (end cliché)
the things i tell myself i can't do are the ones i usually end up regretting. so what i try to do, try being the key word, is do all the things i don't want to do.
if you want to dance like a freak, do it. i didn't want to sing karaoke, but i felt compelled to see what it was like. i did it. it was hard to get up there and show my true colors to a bunch of strangers but it was the most fun i've had in a long time.
as john locke says, "don't tell me what i can't do."
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