Blarrgh!!

Ick...my brain is fried, my back hurts, I'm sleepy, and I'm not even sure what day it is, what time it is, or what state I'm in.

These last days before the start of the 06-07 school year are painfully dragging by. I need closure, I need to know what I'm doing...I need a frickin' plan!! I can't operate like this, I think if I was offered a full time teaching job in Siberia right now I would take it.

I soooo don't want to sub for a whole year. I feel stalled and useless and worthless. I'd rather be an actual babysitter than be pretending to teach. I know that the economy in Michigan sucks and I know that lots of teachers sub before they get a real job...but I don't care!! With each day that passes I feel more and more likely to do something desperate. I'm going to try to decompress now...if I don't fall asleep first.