Just like a Bon Jovi album

Unfortunately, the dream was not realized this week. I was told that I was still in the running after the first day but the second day brought two excellent candidates with experience. It was disappointing, but I'm happy that I made it so far in the process. I really appreciate the encouragement and good luck wishes...it helps me keep the faith!

Meanwhile, I'm still working at the crew...tonight I worked in the stockroom. It was a nice change and I'm always amused at the places my mind goes when I'm opening endless boxes. Like, I think about how when I'm walking alone somewhere I always think of the worst possible scenario because if I think of it, it won't happen. Well, I realized tonight that I also tend to think of the worst possible thing to say in any given situation so that I won't actually say it. Does it work? I don't know...I say some pretty dumb things.