Tuesday, April 25, 2006
10 things I hate about me
Why am I still up?? Can't answer that one, except that I have a thousand things on my mind because I spend too much time planning and listing and plotting and thinking and not enough time doing. And now that I made myself get up to do some of these things, I can't because it's 1:40 in the frickin' morning! I hate that I'm a sloth. Especially at night, I can't make my fat ass get off the couch and do something productive. I hate that I don't tell people how I really feel. Good or bad, I just want to be honest but I'm afraid of what they'll think. I hate that I over analyze every little mundane detail of my insignificant life. I hate that I want more for myself but will never do anything about it. Oh wait...I just might plan and list and plot and think about ways to have more. I hate that I present myself in different ways to different people. I hate that I don't know just which one of these presentations is really me...okay, I have a pretty good idea about that one. I hate that I feel like I'll be happy "if only...(insert anything here)". I hate that I'm finally graduating on Thursday after 7 long years and I just can't be happy about it for one frickin' second. I hate that I can't post text and images at the same time...okay, that one's on blogger. Is that 10? It doesn't matter...none of this matters.
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4 comments:
that's quite the laundry list of hate. i likes it.
as i see it, you only have two options:
own your problems and act as if there is no other way for you to be.
-or-
fix the problems and try to be happy with nothing to complain about ever again.
I feel your pain sister!
I agree (mostly) with option #1...I've always felt this way. Sometimes the hate must be vented though.
Vent away! It always helps to put things in perspective. We all need people just to listen once in a while.
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